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Test of guts.


Hmm. I told her. I told her that I like her. It was such a relief. I mean wow. It felt amazing. I didn’t ask her out or anything but I just told her that I like her and that is it. I’m pretty sure that she doesn’t. I mean no girl would fall for a guy like me. Never in the first go at least. It’s like I’m just not that gifted on the looks maybe but I really don’t care about that because the girl who’d go on my looks would be really weird (:P) and the fact that she’s just on me for my looks will be a pretty sad scenario. Coming back to this girl, I’m waiting for her to give me one hint (preferably a positive one, in which I realize that she, likes me (and she actually does)) so, yeah. I’m waiting. But right now, in this moment, I’m not sad rather I’m content, proud of myself, that I had the balls to go and spill it out at least. J

She might have a thousand other guys after her but all that separates me from those nine nighty nine wil be the fact that I’d be there for her. No matter what falls, I’ll have her back. J

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